Boing

Hmm...

Was listening to those nice nice audi songs just now. Haha the songs are wonderful.

Oh well.

At least it wasn't like eariler this year. This is so much better. Still missing some stuff though but for now its alright i guess. Things dont happen just because we wish for it.

The steel walls are starting to break a little. May they come crashing down.

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And you.

Kenneth was talking abit today to some of us and he brought up "Do you feel happy."

Personally i'm fine wif the way things are now. Many things can be improved but many things are pretty good now. Better now that steel walls are no longer that distracting thing with huge looming ominous shadow.

But you. You arent happy with your life. You know it. You know there are things missing, you know that there is a hole in your life. You try to fill it up but it keeps leaking away.

Be it WoW

Be it slacking

Be it trying to achieve some things that are in reality not worth

Be it whatever.

You find that after awhile it goes back to square one. And you go in search of more things to fill that hole.

But at the end of the day are you satisfied?

I tell you the truth. You came so close to the one thing that can fill that hole for you.

But you lack faith.

You have no confidence in yourself.

You are afraid.

And you lost that chance.

That time i was so happy, so glad.

But you disappointed me.

I dont know what you are thinking now.

But you always try to prove your point to me.

You would say things just to spite me to get me to think that i should just give up.

And continue to disappoint me.

Its your attitude towards life i guess.

But no matter what i treat and respect you as a friend.

If you insist on continuing your grave mistake

I cannot help you much

I can try.

But its up to you.

You will live to regret.

You can never say you are happy.

But if you are willing to try once more,

I will be more than happy to help.

Until then.

All the best.

I'll pray for you.

That the brick walls that you have entrapped yourselves with will come crumbling down.

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Thorned and Stone walls.

Are about character.

Things that disrupt your lives.

May they be reduced to dust.

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Glass walls.

Is really a world issue.

Its connect to steel and brick in a sense i guess.

But its just one part of it

And its the more generalised version.

After all steel and brick are very precise.

Glass walls are everywhere.

And i cannot do this alot.

Let us all join hands as one.

Lock arms with the angels.

And we'll take one this one together.

And the glass walls shall shatter.

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5 walls, 5 flaws, 5 obstacles.

Seeming impossible odds.

But they will be overcome.

For I trust in You.

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I'll stand.
With arms high and heart abandoned.
In awe.
Of the one who gave it all.