I really just dont care anymore


13 and a half hours. That must be the longest ever. Well that was today.

Its quite scary to think that I have already decided to not study at all for history, minimally for econs and try to do a little for physics and math. As if it were the most common sense decision to make.

Its quite scary to realise that I dont even have five days left in this holidays.

Last week was full day out from thurs to sat. This week im down from tues to sat.

The worst thing is, ten years down the road, would I look back upon this with joy or with regret?