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Oh goodnesssssss. Its really not easy this 40 day thing. AND IM LIKE ON MY 3RD DAY LOL.

Haha maybe im being 'xiong', but I didnt think so before it began, to reason for me to change my mind now just because now it feels tough. Besides, others have taken up tougher challenges, some wayyy tougher. If they can do it, I can do it.

And we all can do it because of one thing. It is not us, it is God.

Psychological effect for starters, lets endure this beginning, then it will be easier by the end =).