I cant really put words to it, and im not going to try to. The understanding of it only began to sink in after she was past the doors, and then later when I grabbed the last bottle of mineshine of the fridge at cheers.
The puns and narnia are but just one tiny aspect, but the overall feel makes me more hopeful of the future, and looking forward to the little trip to ubin.
I have lost all of my studying momentum, and im feeling quite apathetic towards both the prelims and the IB examinations now. I'd probably get my game back up somehow, but it won't really matter that much to me anymore beyond the fact that since I have come thus far, I might as well end well.
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