I think it will take some time before this whole post IB thing really sinks in. Yea sure, immediately after econs paper I was doing a little dance on my seat and there were party poppers outside and whatnot, but right now it just feels a little like normal end of years season. I feel a little like I should be studying or im wasting my time hehe.
Well, gonna put the time to good use. Six months can be rotted away easily, and even as I wanna do so many things, I'd like them to not become my focus. More than doing things I wanna do, I wanna live out something special.
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Ha, sake sushi buffet, 4 hours of arcade, 4 hours of board games. Really a good break after these two years. I finally beat paranoia 190 on hard difficulty on DDR, something which I've been trying to do since secondary 3 heh. And hogging the daytona machines was rather amusing I must say. New characters in shadow hunters, revisting the game bang (im considering buying it, its really a great game).
When was the last time I could really do that? Ah. Good stuff.
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The most reasonable estimate of my IB score is now 40 points. And im fine with that really, anything that starts with a 4 is nice to have =). Its pretty amusing though, because apparently according to this, thats worth 5 As in A levels heh.
Had a conversation about what it meant to be through with IB and looking at whether perhaps As might have been a better choice. During IB, it was tough and almost unbearable. Looking back, its not much, seems all so distant. If given a second chance to choose, im not sure I would have chosen IB again, but I guess now that its over, I dont regret it either. I have learnt much from it, things I could never have learnt had I gone for the As.
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There's no silver or gold
And no treasure untold
That could draw me away from Your heart
Neither love of myself
Or of anyone else will do
Jesus nothing compares
To this grace that rescued me
Saviour now and forever
Your face is all I seek
Now all I am
I lay at Your feet
I'm humbled by the wonder of Your majesty
One thing I know
I find all I need
In Your unending love
In Your unending love
Letting go of my pride
I lay down my desires
Just to worship in Spirit and truth
More than all of my dreams
More than fame I will seek You Lord
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