In a rather unfortunate twist of fate, it appears that I can no longer be confident of a SCS posting, and this when I finally decide that thats where I am to be.
Apparently in my tiredness, I lost some of my self awareness and may have ended up unintentionally causing some problems which are too late to remedy and may affect my eventual posting.
I don't know for sure, lets see how it goes. Maybe it isn't all that bad. One thing I do know though, if thats where God wants me to be, I'll be there.
Three weeks and we'll see.