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"If you cared, you would have done more to help."

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I don't think you could understand if I tried to explain it, but I couldn't do more to help because I care about too many things.

It helps you to understand a little bit better why sometimes people are unwilling to take on commitments. I find myself a trapped now, feeling like I need to let go of some things to make space for others, but I can't.

What am I supposed to give up?

I don't have the right to trade one soul for another

Yet as I try to grasp hold of them all, I find that I do not have the strength to carry them all.

My fingers crumble, and all of them start to fall. All the souls, including my own, slipping away under the strain.

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