While I fully admit there are things that I tend to be more cynical about, there are certain things that sometimes I think I am too naive or idealistic about. That inevitably sets me up for disappointment.
After the disappointment, I sit around brooding for abit, recognising that that's just the way things are. It feels strange. On one hand, I feel like its something normal and I should just accept it and not think too much about it, but on the other hand I do think about it and feel a tinge of sadness that things cannot be the way we hope them to be.
Really, the idealism was too much to begin with I guess. If I really think about it, there's no way it could go any other way. Sometimes you think though, maybe this will be different. Obviously, it won't.
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